Wednesday, August 29, 2007

healing process with GOD.

At some point, I didn't understand what was going on inside of me - I felt disconnected from the inner parts of me. I began to realize that my identity had shattered like a block of ice.

When I first began my healing journey, I struggled with questions. But God encouraged me with a promise, and I believe He wants to share it with you as well. I know everyone is experiencing a broken heart, it can never be healed but it can mend. All I can say is it’s one of the most painful things I’m suffering right now, it’s an overwhelming feeling of sadness, grief, or even a deep sorrow, . It takes different amounts of time to mend it, And now I’m still in a process of mending it while I’m gaining my strength to love him more in God’s time and enlightening my mind . I begun to mend my heart in a way that I talk about my pain helps me accept the reality of the situation, and guides me along in the healing process. The first person I got to is the Lord, I know I really need him from time to time.

My relationship didn’t work out with him and we both need time to think and we’ve been left with a broken heart. So we’re take this time to evaluate where we can improve ourselves for the future. However, We really don’t close ourselves off to the possibility of romance again with each other. In the right time and place it’s a wonderful thing. Our relationship is very important for us that we need to do this, We know it’s hard but I know it’s gonna be worth it. I have a feeling that we’re getting there.

As I came to know these hidden parts of myself, I was coming to love my deepest nature, my God-given identity. Jesus was drawing me to acknowledge, to know, and to love my inner-most being, the very core of me. I heard my Creator speak that I was altogether perfect and lovely because He is altogether perfect and lovely, and He is able to restore all things to their original design. When I heard His heart toward me, I knew that I was lovely.

Moreover, God is the only One who knows what is ahead of us but I am confident enough that He will help us get through all these for we proved already that we are meant to grow old together. will love Peejo no matter what, now and always.

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