destiny.

alone, soaking wet under the rain
suddenly a glimpse of you occur in the dark
unexpectedly, you gave my dream a spark
knowing you is just so great
could this be fate?

an imperfectly perfect life
wishing to be your wife

suddenly she stepped in
my world horribly dimmed

why does it have to change so quickly?
i thought we we're happy?

i never saw that coming
i couldnt imagine you leaving

i remember all those laughs
i guess my all wasnt enough

i am the one for you honey
didnt you tell me you'd be my babies' daddy?

i believed in forever with you
but darn, you just broke my heart in two.

my bucket list.

i sooo wish i get to do these stuff before i hit the bucket:

1. bunjee jump in belgium.
2. sky dive.
   
3. get to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
4. walk along the famous lighted streets of Paris.
5. feel the sand of hawaii.
6. experience South Africa.
7. luxury cruise to jamaica, bahamas and caribbean.
8. sky diving.
9. experience the white water rafting in cagayan de oro.
10. explore the beautiful beaches in palawan.
11. yacht cruising in london.
12. a date with peejo in prague, czech republic.
13. snow boarding at lake tahoe. more to add...
    

a love story.

This is how it all started...It is really amazing how the Lord works behind the scene, how he puts two souls together. Peejo and I met in Self Rehabilitation Center at Talisay, Batangas. He's not my patient nor my friend to visit. He used to go to the same rehabilitation center where my cousin does but he's more ahead batch than him. When we had our first visitation there, that's the time we had the chance to introduce each other. He stayed in our "kubo" with the rest of my family and do all the talking and updates and making some stories and blah! blah! blah! ...Whole day had passed...we have to go home and say our goodbyes. My cousin's wife, Nhess, told me that Peejo has a crush on me (it was like love at first sight they say.) I had so many sweet words heard from him that Nhess told me and he even get my number to my cousin and started to text me and vise-versa.

After a week, my cousin had his 2 days weekend off from the facility and Peejo is the one who facilitates him. From there, Peejo started to make some moves. Whenever he had his off from the facility, he make sure that I'm included in his itinerary in his. Everytime his out of the facility, he didn't forget to visit me. So as time goes on...I have learned about so many things from him, I even had the chance to know him well, to be a witness of his full transformation and on how he dealt with his tasks and learning experience inside. And I am happy he was honest enough to share to me everything in his past...and I'm there to back him up through prayers. As time passes by, we became close and started to build mutual feelings and became special to each other.

A couple of weeks ago...I started seeking the Lord about Peejo and I, to show me a glimpse of, if he was the the one to whom I submit myself again, full of prayers have done and God is soooooooooo good! He answered all of it.

Until now, we're sharing our good and bad times together. We learned to count our blessings in everyday of our lives, look forward for every growing days together, i thank God for him -- there's not a day that I'm not amazed on how much love i can give and receive--there's not a day that I'm thankful that I have him in my life. So, to 87 more years together!

a day in the life of S.

apparently, i can't make time stop. life has to move forward and as it does i am constantly thankful for every day, i am constantly curious about people, and constantly in love with life. at this time and age when cynicism is overt, i try to laugh with my heart, love with my soul, and appreciate each simple thing life has to offer. i make things happen now!