Happy Birthday PA!

I’ve been sitting here in front of a blank screen stumbling around with a few broken lines for a while now, not really knowing what to write 'coz everytime I try to write a few lines I start crying ha-ha! (nababaliw na ako!) :D

Here...

To My Dearest Poppa, 

How can you be 54 already?… You?…Age?...Looks?!

Nah! Never, in my eyes...

You will always be young and dapper to me.

I wanted to tell you some things that I probably never told you before. First of all I know you have always been the type of father and a husband to m0mma that didn’t show lots of affection in our early childhood, and that’s okay, because I know the way that you were raised and so you were the type of father that felt it to be inappropriate to show too much affection but still we feel that you love us so much. Kind of old school is what it’s called I guess.

I remember growing up and adoring you, you seemed so clever and knew everything. You are well-known for your strong opinions, a Man with dignity and respect. And YES, I admit that you are my one and only "idol" in almost everything that's why occasionally I found myself sounding/acting like you ha-ha! I am a big fan of you for being a great achiever, who did not have a lot by way of material things but instead, you persistently pursue your dreams, to finished your studies and be a professional (not just a professional but a bank manager)  and I am so proud of you.

Looking back at my existence of 28 years. In every last quarter of my school years, I always make it a point that you and m0mma will be proud of me and just seeing you guys reading the invitation to the recognition day makes my heart skip a beat in happiness. You were always there with me to receive my academic awards (naks! matalino yata ako hihi! :D), just like you.

I love the fact that you and m0m always helping me do my projects/homeworks, you are the person behind my perfect homeworks in accounting and statistics haha! 
I love the way you sing the songs of your favorite David Pomeranz, I will never get tired to listen to your voice.
I will never get tired to listen to your cornycles of jokes, it makes me laugh everytime, tho.
I love the fact that I influence you to be a dog-lover, though I know you really hate dogs before.
And most of all, I love the fact that you are my father.

Thank You for always rescuing me from every situation or person who would hurt me.
Thank You for everything Pa! You are bigger than life...
All I can wish for you is Lord's guidance and blessings in your everyday life, good health and long life, more true friends (kahit para ka ng tatakbo sa election sa dami mong kaibigan sa mundo haha!)

Happy Birthday Pa! I love you so much...

Your pretty, smart and sexy daughter here,
LEE ;P

I'm Back!

Holla! It's been over a year since I last spoke to you. Wow! you changed a lot...You moved to the new blogger interface, I hope you make it easier for me to speak to you. We'll see you again soon but I promise to write about my dramas since last year to current. I'll just need to compose myself to focus on writing again :D Thanks for being there thoug i'm out for a while. :)

camwhoring with RUFUS, my first dog. An 8-year old mini-pinscher. He's been sick since last week and it really breaks my heart seeing him no energy :(

I LOVE MY NIECES ♥♥♥
Kiyomi (the eldest turning 2 on May) and Jannah ( a 2 week-old baby)

THE ONLY MAN I WANT AND I LOVE FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE.

Having a beloved pet die is traumatic and painful, and the most natural thing in the world is to have intense feelings of grief and sadness. Our pets give us unconditional love, are always there to patiently listen to us when we need to talk, and are often our best friend.

When you love profoundly, you will mourn profoundly.When a treasured pet dies, you may find yourself going through a kind of mental gymnastics – most of which is just a feeble attempt at distracting you from what you’re desperately trying to avoid: the heavy and unbearable sadness of letting go of something so sweet, so precious, and so connected to you.

Cassey is a female Lhasa Apso, She is my buddy, my bestfriend, my heart and soul. A beautiful looking dog, I so love her unconditionally as I always tell her. She was born June 2, 2009 and died June 1, 2011. She's my sweet little princess, existed in our household, loved by our family, loves to play with Jake, Angelu, Papa and Louie. Very aloof with other dogs and choosing her playmate that makes her so "maarte", A very good mom to her sons, independent and has a discipline to herself as if like she's a trained dog --- she pee and poo inside the bathroom, very smart. She always wants herself to be groomed. She is irresistible! I just can't stop hugging that bundle of fun.

I am so devastated over her lost that no words can express what I am feeling.
She'd been with me for just two years but it's like ten long years or more and we had braved a lot of storms together. Her death had an incredible impact on my life and It's really hard for me to move on...

I'll miss her in my room especially in my bed 'cause we're sleeping together.
I'll miss her when I eat, she always want too have something too whenever I eat.
I'll miss her when I take a bath, she's always waiting for me outside of the bathroom.
I'll miss her greetings at the door everytime I get home by jumping over me telling me to hug and kiss her eyes as she lick my chicks.
I'll miss her in my car, laying her hear on the handbreak.
I'll miss her while facebooking, she's always underneath the table and licking my feet or laying her head on my feet.
I'll miss her when I go to serendra, eastwood and tiendesitas.
I'll miss to buy fab clothes for her.
I'll miss having quality time with her, just lying in my bed and cuddling her while telling her some stories or maybe problems.
I'll miss bathing her and making bubbles for her to pop.
I'll miss her everywhere inside the house.
I'll miss her wherever I go.

She is waiting for me and we will be together again. You'll always be in my heart.
Until we meet again baby...See you in my dreams!

Thank You Cassey! You brought great happiness and joy to our lives.

I LOVE YOU,
mommy

Until we meet again baby.